I'll post after long time..

Something sad at this time.

I'll use ameba so I don't use this blog so much.


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I can't listen to Kagerou or the studs. I don't want to. I am still sad. How long it takes time?


I want to cry again..


I MISS YOU DAISUKE !!!


I really miss you


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Cold was my soul
Untold was the pain
I faced when you left me
A rose in the rain....
So I swore to the razor
That never, enchained
Would your dark nails of faith
Be pushed through my veins again

Sick and weak from my condition
This lust, this vampyric addiction


Wherever you are
I don't want to loose you

Wherever you go
I want to travel beside you

Everyday I miss you,
Sometimes I want even die,
because I want meet you again,
because I am nothing without you.

For Daisuke.. Remember my love, I'll never forget You!

And remember it now, always somebody is with you, you'll never be alone.
We meet again when I'll die.

my morning

I saw beautiful dream ~ (and terrible =_=)

I have many dreams on the one night. It is normal. Abnormal if I don't have.

On this beautiful dream I met him and he was so excited when heard that I will come with he. I was self-centered so I thought in dream that oh no, must to go to him. It was so cute that he was so in love! ♥ Terrible dream happened close on my place of residence.. It was terrible. The train and the accident.. I don't want to see like this!!!!!

Btw I woke up when my dog Santra woke me up, nice xD And the upstairs people!!!!! Damn I hate them!!!! Like an elephant swarm =___=' Nice..

And the pain of my "lower abdomen". Nice way to feel morning. I took straight away analgesic.

Hmm.. What about now.. It's so beautiful on outdoors. ^o^ I want to walking today, much! Different thing, can I. D:

I walked with the dogs and it was nice :'D

HOT & SEXY!

Hot baby hot!

I want to see more... X'D

I can't say anything else...

Only HOT & SEXY! ♥

New piercing!

I get new one..

New piercing ♥

In the middle of lower lip ♥

Tomorrow maybe picture about it and about Helsinki!

Tomo ♥

Why have to be so sexy, Tomo..?

My assessment; sexy, mysterious, hot eyes with burning glance full of passion. I love his eyes..
One of favourite singer.

I like;
Singers: Tomo, Maria, Jin, Juri, Kouki, Byo and so on..
Bass players: Aggy, Rui, Yuuto, Aki, Ivy ect...
Guitarists: Aoi, Manabu, Kazuki ect..
Drummers: Sujk, Jin, Setsua ect..

Sweety ♥

Write again

Have been long time ago when I uptated something..

I use ameba lot of.. If you want nick I can tell it to you :3

Anyway.. I made new layout.. Aggy is so gorgeous.. Aggy and Juri have been my favourites long time ago.. Aggy is the best bassist.. Long time ago I started listening Delppa ^^, I don't like so much new fans.. But there is of course deviations..

Yesterday I was so tired... Worked all day long.. Now it is over, I think & hope.. I want only working on some days.

On August I think we can go in Japan! Me, my sister Sirkku and my friend Hannele. I want to see so many bands and my new friend Yuj ~ I can't tell his own name if he don't want :p

Tomorrow is school day.. That's terrible..

By the way I use pigg too! I try to update appearance as soon as possible.. I think it isn't now fine..

Post later more and some pictures also.. ^o^