儿 ♥

Jin Jin Jin Jin Jin ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

Hot baby. XD

Yum ♥

Haunted Jealousy looks like okay. But Muddy Cult was better ♥ And Idle, I think. But this is good video ♥ Quadrangle is ♥ All are ♥ Thanks ♥

Examination

it proceed good-way to me (I mean my examination).


Maybe I get more than half points.


It contained words like abdomen (like an stomach), ren, cor (=heart) ect..


Hmm.. I want go to in Japan now.


I love this country!


Like their culture *O*


I feel like that I am very unsightly. But I think it is true. How sad. No can do. I can only lose my weight. Then my boobies would leave me XDDD Nooooo!


mmmm LORELEI is good song, it reminds me of Egypt :'D Egypt is beautiful place too.


I want new cell phone too XD My own is crazy. It is broken I think.

♥ Yggdalive ♥

A few time ago I get DELUHI Yggdalive cd. In that cd is Juri ♥ I think I would get Aggy but no can do. In comment cd, there are Leda. Then I would get Juri or Aggy. :< But I am happy that U get this cd, my sister bought it. ^O^ I get too UnsraW and Gizmo flyers ♥ I love them. I just have one problem, where I can put them? My walls are full of posters and flyers. XD

SNOW SNOW SNOW! ♥ ♥ ♥

Wow, there are now snow : D In Finland. I love Snow! It's beautiful.

My eyes still feel like weirdo. I lose my new nosepircing "head". I just washed make-up away and then I saw that it is gone. Damn. It was just so new and beautiful! >.< And my fingers is too painful.

Today I heard that Aoi (Villain) and Tera (Zodia) publish soon their new band. Name would be Harnes? I knew that long time ago that Tera would start a new band. I love Aoi's voice!!

I'm tired.. Soon is the weekend ♥ Tomorrow I am again going to in Helsinki.. Then I'm going to buy new pircingtop. >.< I hope that I can find similiar jewellery,

Santra ♥

I don't want lose my best friend, my dog! She always undestand me. Now she is sick, she have a cancer. We have tried to carry Santra as good as we can. But no can do. I want just cry again. I don't have power anymore. If I lose she then my life is like ass. Why always we?

I hope she can live with we so long as possible! :<

Tsukicon @ Finland, Voimala! <3

Hi guys!

Must to telling you how fun was in Tsukicon!

First day: I get numbers which allowed me go into the autographed-ceremony. I get autographed bands like SCREW, Dio & Vistlip (only Vistlip in first day)! Vislip's Questions&Answerings go by past when I was queue the autograph-numbers. =<

When the SCREW gig beginning I became like crazy-girl! I saw Yuuto only now! ;__; Why he have to leave SCREW?! I'm just staring at Yuuto, Manabu and Byou the most of and little bit Kazuki and Jin. I was in front of (or between) Yuuto and Manabu. I can't remember all songs YOU KNOW! But when there was so quiet I'm just screaming DEATH'S DOOR!!! I just want hear it!!! Some songs; Thirty♂Revolver, KAIROS, VII CARDINAL SINS, VANQUISH, Gather Roses, 幻影の鎖 (Genei no kusari), 七色 (Nanairo), Wailing Wall, RAGING BLOOD, molder, S=r&b, RUIN AND DREAD, (haze). Encore: Death's Door & VEGAS!! Then, totally crazy! *drool* One mysterious moment... -> Yuuto just showed me and throw his pick in there BUT SOMEONE ELSE GOT IT YOU IDIOT! And Manabu just throw his pick almost in my bra's XD So... Maybe the gig was best ever!!!!!!

Second day: I saw Mikaru AGAIN (third time). When the question&answering beginning Mikaru starting to staring at me and my friends?!! He looking and smiling O_O Again.. Why? If you Mikaru read this, please answer! XD This is crazy. Then I can't stairing back so long as he. I turned my head away off he and he looking at me more. Huh! After this Mikaru's stairing I asked what is his dog name...

Then me goes to pick up their autographed on my album booklet (Heaven's Call). All they had so nice again. Only Ivy asked where he can write his autographed (over pic or next page and I show the pic of Ivy). This was so cool! And I give for Mikaru letter... I think it is kinda ashamed when the fans don't have official merchandise (like booklet you know).. They just buy photosets... >.<

Then the SCREW Q&A beginning.. All "fans" screaming (they just want to see hot-men). I just now remember that Yuuto want only one children, Kazuki wants 3, Manabu wants lot of XD And Byou said something that he like made childrens.... All people like it XDDDD Pervy me.. And Jin want just one girl and one boy. I see Kazuki likes piercings. ^^ I like too... By the way I have 4 XD So... And when someone asked what kind of girls you likes then Yuuto started and showing in there where I just sat. O_______O I don't know who he mean... Nobody can't know.... Never maybe.. I don't think that is me..

Then me goes to pick up their autographed on my album booklet (X-RAYS). I bought X-RAYS on brand-x when it is get out. ^^ I give for Yuuto handjewellerys and keychain (devil which was so cute) and of course letter... XD It is hard to write japanese O_O Huh... Originally I just want bring the present for Manabu or Byou but Yuuto was so cute that no can do... SCREW boys said "kiitos which mean thank you" and I said "arigato" XDDDD How cute.... Then the most of they starting laughing :'D

On Dio/Vistlip/Aicle's gig I became crazy again.. Only in Dio I think :D Tomo looks like so good! And Rui! O__O Rui was looking little bit Aggy :'D But when te Dio comes on stage I just screaming... They played songs like: Yuki Hana, Last dance, Heaven's Call, Haunting, Daite Nemure Zetsubou, Carry Dawn, GOD forsaken *OMG* and so on..... I just love Mikaru's faces. I catch on his necktie.. Some girl catch it too but I just fighting XD Only girl bite of she piece of it, crazy and one said for me that we can divide it and I said yes. I get most of, ´cos I have it most of on my hands. It is kinda fair I think! :3 When I was going on home on the train I just scenting necktie, it's smells like good, like Mikaru! O__O Now it is on pocket that this good smell don't come away XD

I was just so dead on second day.. On first day Me, my sister and Tilda go on night-partys... :D There was Sisen. And Gothika (don't like). Sisen was so cute!

Now I want just see them again! :''''<

MARIA! <33 & Saruin! <3

MARIA IS NOW FINE AND I'M GOING TO CRAZY!!!!!!!! MARIA IS ONE OF MY FAV SINGER AND I LOVE/ADORE HIM!!! <333 All good for he! Me wants to see him when I'm going on Japan with Hannele! :'D

Now now & 4ever

I'm so angry atm. I'm so stupid atm. So ugly-fatness. Me needs more friends. All I have are shit-heads. (Hannele is <33).

My best friend is my dog Santra, she can't be "abnormal".

Yummmmm Aoi is sexy & Genki too. Aoi is now handsome.. Genki is too... But before new style Genki's style was better..

without friend

I don't have anymore friends (when is the Tsukicon) and of course I'm alone.. Hoo GO AHEAD! Everybody loves somebody else and WANT TO BE WITH SHE! I'M SO FULL OF. So then I'm alone. I see normal people is better friends than j-rock friends...

So suck dick, decline on ass.

Damn tongue =_=

My tongue is painful! I took on tuesday tongue pircing. And now I CAN'T EAT so much DX Mmmmm food XDD Fat me.. I just want to eat chocolate and drink milk and eat some like pizza..... .__. Today on the morning I just sweat and my hands shaking. My blood sugar was so low. Now I think I'm better. And I want drink coffee too -___- And I need money. Must to buy The GazettE Before I decay (regular and limited), Andos three singles, UnsraW REBORN and so on.... ~ My friend sell for me jrock stuffs and I need money at them too.. So... I just sell my j-rock items (like flyers, couple of chekis, couple of posters and so on...) If you read this and use last.fm you can ask some items if you want ^____^ Oh! And I'm so full of water.. =_= I want to buy japanesen candys and snacks ♥ xD When I'm going in Japan (maybe year 2010), then I buy all what I want XDD Candys. jrock goodies, food all..... ♥ And I want bring to my friends something! ^^

I'M SO HAPPY!

I'M SO HAPPY AGAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ We are going to in hotel. I, Sirkku, Tilda and Taija! ^___^ One night is 76€.... AND NOW I WANT MY TONGUEPIERCING DAMN!!!! But I'm so happy! ^^ Tomorrow is schoolday, I meet again Tilda, Sini and Soile. :D Then there are lot of fun XD Schoolday is kinda short! Only 3 hours and 15 minute. ♥ ♥ And when I'm in TSUKICON I SEE SCREW AND DIO AND VISTLIP DAMN !!!!!!!!!!! ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ HELL YEAH!

And I see my friends! ♥ ♥ Love my friends ♥

REBORN

Hmmm this is pretty good single. UnsraW - REBORN. Yukis voice is beautiful ^__^

I'm only thinking where I get money enough for Tsukicon. I see SCREW and Dio... And also Vistlip. (I don't like aicle). I made pizza with my mun :'D It was good. Today I saw beautiful shirt and I just bought it XD Price was 15€ *___* So exp. for me.. Soon I'm going to hairdresser.. Now is playing -tHiNk-.. Maybe this is my fav about b o r n.. Always it have been. Sorry again my bad english!!!!! Just so bad.. I haveeee lot of stress with my clothes... What I can dress up on Tsukicon.... Or am I going on the naked? XDDD That is Mikarus opinion XDDD And the "presents"... Huoh!! Must to get them too..! I'm just so tired =_=' Mentally.... Oh and felony is too good! And ケミカルロマンス!

PS. I don't like at this Byous style =____=' Manabu is sexy XD

And I love Ryogas old style so mutch *___* New is too good but but...

And Yukis new style is <33

I saw a dream about Genki!!! It was so wonderful!!! ♥_____♥ On my dream; I was in Japan and going on VanessA's gig with my friend Hannele and with Hannele's friend... I don't know was my sister too in here :DDD Anyway.... Suddenly I was alone when VanessA perform.. That's weirdoo!! Anyway I see so closely about Genki's... You know... XDDDD I mean on gig XDDDDDD And on the instore!!!!!!!! O__O There was just only Genki!! And when I see he on the first time my first reaction was OH MY GOD and my hands only shaking... Then Genki only grin!! ♥_♥ *O* Then we talk about on japanesen language.... I hope that this dream sometime can be true... And I'm old VanessA fan! ^^ So maybe on the next year we are in Japan and I see VanessA... ♥ I DON'T LIKE VANESSA ONLY ´COS GENKI IS IN THERE! WHEN I SEE FIRST PV I was so fall in love on they XDDDDD

About Eros, Genki, Byou, Jin, Aoi....

So:

first, Eros new hair... Pink' ぴんく'-white..? ぴんく XD Anyway! Eros have new hair. Just he have red hair and now he have pink-white. So I'm just wonderig... We metal-singer have pink-hair XD Red was ok/nice, but this is too much for me DX Look the pic!

Then! Genki.. 1209u0cdm9230uohn!! YOU MAN! DAMN! *Sorry, I'm little bit crazy*. But he is so sexy!! *___* Nam! X''D I can eat Genki! *drooling* I wanna see he on lives! >.< Grrr...

Next is Byou! Now I know what I want to buy for he when SCREW come on Finland! ^_^ It is kinda cute.. X'D Hope he like it... Other SCREW members needs something too! ^O^ Maybe... Finnish-sweeties?

Then is the lovely Jin! ♥ He have a new style! Again, yes I know! It is cute... But earlier was just so perfect!! And Quadrangle style!!! ♥_♥ *droooooooling*

And yesterday posting something about Aoi! ♥ ♥ He is so sexy!!! OMG THIS MAN IS SOON 30-Y-O AND HE IS SO PERFECT! ♥_♥

By the way, you can see, I like all of them 'Eros, Genki, Aoi, Byou, Jin'... Sexy-singers and always guitarist :'D

*Sorry my shit english -.-' *

AOI PICS!! <3_<3

LOOK THE PICS!! HOTTEST GUITARIST EVER!! XDDD

OMG! *DIES* YOU CAN ONLY LOOKING AT HE!! ♥_♥

SOO LAZY!!

I had been so lazy today! >.< So tired! Tomorrow is 7 hour same boring teacher! I listening today XodiacK! And wrote Eros name on my paper on the morning when we studying.. By the way Aoi is hot! Hotter than hell! XD U think so too? And I want soon tongue piercing! It is little bit expensive so I don't have no money to get it now D: I can remember as long as I would put it on my tongue! DX But now it is the time to end! Good night ~ :3

*some of the text is missing since they disappeared*

Pics ^O^

Look the pics! ^O^ How beautiful they are?! Japanesen culture is ♥

I want to see some places in Japan! Some beautiful places....

Today listening VanessA, UnsraW, Matenrou Opera, The GazettE, D=OUT...
Good bands I think! :3 Tomorrow school day is 12:00-15.30. It is kinda short.. :'D

This end, bye!!

New layout!

I made new Layout! ^^ RxG! ♥ What you think? It it better than first one...? Now... Listening Vermin's cry. I think this is pretty good song. born is soooo good band!! ♥___♥ 9.9 starting my japanesen language studying.. It is wonderful!! ^O^ Tomorrow is sunday.. Luckily not monday! I'm full of school..!

My sister was nice.. She buy for me some VanessA polaroids! ♥ ♥ Genki&Toki ;:3 I want Ryouga polaroids! ;3 He is handsome and "cute" :'D Must to write message to VanessA.. ♥ ♥ Now byyye ~

Just crying

Only just crying.

My life is only shit.

One hour of my week is good.

Nobody can't understand.

So go on.

F*cking people.

Shit happens all the time.

World is ugly.

Selfish.

I'm just stupid.

I hope that one of my dream can be true.

Maybe sometimes. I don't think so.

VanessA!

I get VanessA poster few days ago! ^O^

Poster is huge! ♥

It is autographed!!

♥ I love it!!! ♥ *_____*

Check the pic!!

Jin ♥

Look ! Like-an-sexy-man! ♥ My Jin polaroids! ♥ I get x2 Jin! And one San, 2x Yuu. I give for my sister Ray polaroids and one San ;< San... ;< It was beautiful :| more beautiful as mine. We had to share Nega's polaroids. My sister give for me x2 Jin polaroids ♥ ♥ Jin is my fav! ♥ He have so beautiful voice!! ♥___♥

Next time I want Genki polaroids! DAMN THAT MAN! But someone promised that can buy for me VanessA polaroids ♥ ♥ I wanna buy lot of VanessA polaroids! I want to get Genki! ♥ ♥ ♥

AOIS ASS!

Look!! Aoi's beautiful ass!! ♥____♥

YUMYAAM!!

13STAIRS［-］1

13STAIRS［-］1 13STAIRS［-］1 13STAIRS［-］1

AAAAAAAAAARGHHHHHHHHH!

SONG IS SOOOOOO BEAUTIFUL!!!

♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

COME CRAZY WHEN HEAR THIS!!!!!

A MOTH UNDER THE SKIN!!!

XDD AM I MAD?!! THE INVISIBLE WALL!

Can you hear when Aoi SCREAM?!? Love it! ♥ ♥ ♥

DIM SCENE! OGRE! HEADACHE MAN! LEECH!

Look! SEXY-ASS AOI IS THERE! XDD

love&like ♥

I love&like these bands!

♥ = it's ok
♥ ♥ = good!
♥ ♥ ♥ = love!!!
♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ = most lovely!! Adore, love, like!!!

[Vani;lla] ♥ ♥
Acid Black Cherry ♥ ♥
Administrator ♥ ♥ (before was ♥ ♥ ♥)
ALSDEAD ♥ ♥ ♥
Ancestral ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥
And アンド ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥
ANOMIE ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥
Ansinomy ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥
Arc ♥ ♥
as.milk ♥ ♥
Awoi アヲイ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥
BACKDROP zeroshiki バックドロップ零式 ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥
BERLIN ♥
Black:List ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥
BLADE ♥ ♥
boogieman ♥
born ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥
brodiaea ♥ ♥ (before was ♥ ♥ ♥)
ClearVeil ♥
COЯE THE CHILD ♥ ♥ ♥
D=OUT ダウト ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥
Dali ♥
Dear Bitch ♥ ♥ ♥
DEATHGAZE ♥
DELUHI ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥
DEPAIN ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥
D'espairsRay ♥ (before was ♥ ♥ ♥)
DI3SIRAE ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥
DICE AND JOKER ♥ ♥ ♥
Die La'vice ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥
Dio - Distraught Overlord ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥
Dir en grey ♥
Dizon ♥ ♥ ♥ (maybe ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥)
Dizzy ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥
D'LORE ♥ ♥
Dolly ♥
DOWNER ♥
Drop Star Shooting ♥
Ellseed ♥
Gaara ガアラ ♥ ♥ ♥ (maybe ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥)
gaudie. ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥
Gazelle ♥ ♥
the GazettE ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥
GHOST ♥ ♥ ♥
Gilltia ギルティア ♥ ♥ ♥
Gimmick ギミック ♥ ♥
Giro ギロ ♥ ♥
girugamesh ♥ ♥
Gizmo ギズモ ♥ ♥ ♥
gossip ♥ ♥ ♥
GRIEVER ♥ ♥ ♥
Heartless ハートレス ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥
HiBRiD ♥ ♥
Hime Ichigo 姫苺 ♥
Homura 焔 ♥
hurts ♥ ♥
It ♥ ♥
Jewel ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥
julius. ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥
Kagerou 蜉蝣 ♥ ♥
Kelli ♥ ♥ ♥
Kiyoharu 清春 ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥
Kαin ♥ ♥
Lamina ♥ ♥
L'eprica ♥ ♥ ♥ (maybe ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥)
like absolute myself ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥
LiZ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥
LOST NAME ♥ ♥
Lovin' ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥
LSD ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥
Lusia ルシア ♥ ♥ ♥
Luvie るう゛ぃえ ♥ ♥
LYCAON ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥
lynch. ♥
MaitoreiA ♥
Matenrou Opera 摩天楼オペラ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥
meth. ♥ ♥ ♥
MEZE ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥
mimiq ミミック ♥
雅-miyavi- ♥
Moran ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥
Nadir ♥ ♥ ?
NaiL ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥
Nega ネガ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥
Neth ネス ♥ ♥ ♥
NightingeiL ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥
ºC ♥
-OZ- ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥
Penicillin ♥ ♥ ♥
Plastic Tree ♥
ReivieЯ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥
re:MAKE ♥ ♥
RENTRER EN SOI ♥ ♥
RivaSquall ♥
R指定 ♥ (before was ♥ ♥ ♥)
Rugia(g)Gram ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥
サディ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥
SADS ♥ ♥ ♥
サルーイン ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥
Schmelz Cure ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥
SCREW ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥
Sel'm ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥
斜GIRL ♥ ♥
Since1889 ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥
SINCREA ♥ ♥
Siva ♥
SKULL ♥ ♥ ♥
The Crime ♥ ♥
THE GLADROW ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥
The Grudge ♥
undead アンデット ♥
Unfade ♥
UnsraW ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥
ValettA ♥
VanessA ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥
VelBet ♥ ♥
VELGREED ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥
Vettic ♥ ♥ ♥
WHITEBLACK ♥ ♥ ♥
Villain ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥
Viored バイオレット ♥ ♥
vistlip ♥
XodiacK ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥
Yaminade 闇撫 ♥ ♥ ♥
Zodia ゾディア ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥
ZXST ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

♥ UnsraW ♥

It is geat that UnsraW is soon back? ^^ I love Yuki's voice! ♥ He is too sexy-man :''D Like a real-male! I hope that Yuki can't sing too early.. Wants that he is fine before singing. Soon I can get UnsraW autographed photos :'D They are beautiful.. Yuki's hair style is nice, I want too :''D

Now I can noticed that I have "similiar" hairstyle than he have *___* Only black colour is missing! Cool! :DD

Huh, soon started school.. Day is thursday! Must to wake up at 7.00! >.<>_< style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">I WANT TONGUE PIERCING!!!! Alive! This is so BEAUTIUL UNSRAW SONG!! ♥ ♥ *O*

I wrote one day an e-mail to Genki ♥ ♥ ♥

Rain Child

Amazing song "Rain Child" ♥_♥ Thanks for "Shizumi" :'D

loved is too beautiful song!! Btw I saw a dream about Genki..!! ♥ He was so nice and.. What can I say.. Was so.. "appealing"! He give for me something what I want :'D *not pervy-way, you pervy-people!!*

Soon I start vocational school.. My sister is too in here, in/on/in/on the same school *blaah, on, in, at?* It is nice to get profession itself. ^^

Klock is 14:54. 14:55 exactly...

SCREW & X-RAYS<3

X-RAYS songs:

1.answer
2.CARDINAL SINS
3.RUIN AND DREAD
4.DYSPNEA
5.GENEI NO KUSARI
6.dust box
7.Haze
8.BLACK MONSTER
9.FIREFLY
10.DRASTIC SLAYER
11.YURIKAGO

I will buy this when I have enough money!!^^

Pics

So I take couple of pics ^-^ First is my dog Santra! Then we are in pharmacy.. Then I'm on the car :'D And flowers are on sunny-day...

Santra ♥

This is my dog Santra ^^


Now she is better than few days ago.


She was in operation >_<


Now she is happy and energetic! ♥

Future

Now... I'm wondering and listening to music.. Thinking about future... Just made Aoi ava's on last.fm and messenger.. Maybe I should change Genki back...<3 Hitomi's voice is beautiful! I love song called name "Element"! And the next year... Hope that next year is full of hope! If I get summerjob, I get money and then I'm going to visit in Japan^^ I see maybe lot of j-rock bands... I wanna see absolutely Sadie, VanessA, Nega, born, D=OUT, SCREW, -OZ-, Matenrou Opera, XodiacK, Depain ect... I wanna see places too.. I'm interested in culture and beautiful places.. So if I'm lucky this may come true.. ^__^ And can't go alone!! Someone come with me :''D <33

last.fm & music

Hmm.. I love this song XD Called name scar. ♥
And band is Acid Black Cherry.
This is my last.fm :''D

Love my ava.

Listening today lot of born.

I'm happy now.. I don't know why.. ?

Now I listening Matenrou Opera - Anomie. Pretty good song I think. And Anomie's PV *__*
It is amazing and beaUtifUl. Sono is handsome :'D Like Anomie style ♥__♥

I will get VanessA polaroids >_< Genki is sooo hot. Damn that man! F*ck. So hot XD VanessA is too so good band. Toki is also cute. But my fav is Genki absolutely!

Feel like sh*t

Now I listen to music and I'm "sick".. My throat is painful and it is "blocked". So feel like come crazy. Feel like sh*t.

So my day is all else than good!

When I feel like better -> posting new, better entry..